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When I’m praying and no one is at home, I sometimes pray out loud. It seems to keep me focused and not distracted by scattered thoughts. One time when I was doing this, I was talking with God about something that was really bothering me; and in the midst of my prayer, I uttered these words: “God, you just don’t understand.” And then I thought to myself, “Did I just say that out loud? Where on earth do I get off telling the One who created me that He doesn’t understand? He knows exactly how I’m made. He knows how many hairs are on my head. He knows my thoughts before I think them. Of course, He understands!” And the rest of my prayer that day became a time of repentance for my forgetfulness – forgetting that the Almighty God understands me better than I understand myself.
In the parable of the Pharisee and the tax collector, the Pharisee also utters some words that jar our sensibilities. Let’s listen in:
“The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, ‘God, I thank You that I am not like other men—extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this tax collector.’” (Luke 18:11)
Did he just say that out loud???
You can almost hear him saying this little verse:
I’ve looked and looked as far as I can see
And cannot find a single soul as righteous as me.
Gratitude is normally a wonderful thing; but thanking God that you’re better than anyone else ranks right up there with those things God hates. In fact, “A proud look” is number one on His “Things I Hate” list (Proverbs 6:16-19). And you can almost imagine the Pharisee’s puffed-up-ness as he utters this prayer.
As we venture into this parable, let’s ask ourselves if we might be a tad prideful about some things ourselves – perhaps prideful about the sins we’ve never committed. I have learned not to say, “I would/could NEVER…” – because without the restraining and convicting of the God’s Holy Spirit, we humans can commit unimaginable sins. We too could be the extortioner, the unjust, the adulterer, the murderer, the addict, the unbeliever. So… instead of thanking God we’re not like someone else, let’s thank Him for His grace – and share some of that amazing grace with others.
By Judy Shrout
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